Sometimes I mess with my face. I’ll scrub it a bit to hard with the clarisonic or I’ll pick at something (the latter I believe to be a result of lacking control in other aspects of my life). In my defense, I thought this tiny white spot by my eye was an overproduction of collagen that sometimes results from either too much moisturizer or using one that is not appropriate for your skins level of hydration. So I messed with it two days ago and today as I was trying to move my hair out of my face I scratched the crap out of it. The result is this weird red oval that I swear looks like tear drop tattoo near my eye (see pic with pink arrow).
I feel incredibly self conscious and I am sure everyone is staring. Not sure if I should right my memoir about finding Jesus and rehabilitation or if I should just sit at my desk and song Crossroads. Sigh.
Love Junkie. 